Shared publicly - Sep 20, 16
Listen. I'm done. I'm sick of you thinking you're the victim. I let you back into my life and you do this to me. Do you wonder WHY I haven't been treating you nice? Maybe, I don't know, It's more of my favorite quoting; Treat others how they treat you. You always believe you're the victim and I'm sick of it. You're a huge hypocrite and you saying you hate hypocrits makes you even more of one. And do you know how fucked up it is to want me to ditch a 3,000 dollar vacation booking thing that could get our family out of debt and even be able to fly you here, all for this unstable, broken friendship? Fucking selfish. You were treating me fucking horrible because of our last falling out and you even agree with me that i had part of the blame? and you even agree with me when I said its 70% my fault? Fuck you. It's 70% YOUR fault. Yeah that's right. I said it. You treated me fucking awful last two times, and you have even made me depressed, suicidal... The only reason I let you back into my life was because sozeash convinced me. You deserve all the shit you get. You deserve Kelsey leaving you, you deserve everything. And you know I ruined a family outing about a month ago because my sister tried to shit talk you for the things you did in the past to me. I started yelling at her in the living room that you were a better friend to me than she was. Just because I sometimes don't defend you online doesn't mean I never do. Dani is a better friend than you and I have thought that for a few weeks now. You know I cry in calls sometimes. But you don't care enough to hear it. I stay silent for twenty or thirty minutes before you actually notice im silent. You ask maybe once or twice if I'm ok, before not caring once again. If you become silent in a call, I would not let it go. Hell, our argument goes to show that when you said something about being sad, i didn't let that go for an hour. You think I treat you bad? Why don't I do half the shit you do to me? You would fucking kill yourself. And I kinda hope you do. Well I wouldn't know if you did or not but whatever. And I was never "making friends with people you hate" I was already friends with Dani before we became friends again. You know, When me and Dani first became friends I was surprised on how nice she treated me. Why do you have to keep coming back? When I was just about to get over you, you come back. And don't even start with "you don't even show you care" all the things you said in your little rant were all hypocritical. And you know how many times Ive cried because I have no one to go to when I literally feel like I am going to kill myself? I know if I went to you, you wouldn't say it but you're the type of person who would think "attention whore" and not care at all. Even when shit is going on with me, I try to talk to you and get your mind off everything that's happening in your life. Do you do the same for me? No. Not at fucking all. Yeah, I will admit it was childish of me to treat you just how you treated me, but that was my 30% of the blame. And do you even know the definition of guilt tripping? I don't think so. You haven't changed. You might have for a little while, but all that's dead and gone. Honestly, You've fucked up my whole life. I told you when you were crawling back last time I couldn't handle this again, and I was right. I really can't. You act like I did all this shit to you, when in reality it's just some sweet revenge. I would kill you if I could, but we're a million miles away. I don't care enough to wait until you come here to do it though. And you're the biggest hypocrite I've ever met "O DANI IS SUCH AN ATTENTION WHORE SHE CHAGED HER PROFILE PIC BC SHE WAS SAD LOLLOLOLOLOOLOOL" a few days later: "OH THE MUMMY THINGS REPRESENT HOW I COULDNT SPEAK AND THE SNAKES REPRESENT MY EMOTIONS :((((((" Dani will be a better and nicer friend than you. I want to forget about you and have a nice friendship with Dani. Why don't you use your fake ass childhood forgotten disorder thing that doesn't exist? Please. Do that. And by the time you read this, I will already have blocked you, so lol bye girl. I'm done with you. And you always left me out when we are with Liam. Its like I don't exist half the time. You don't really care enough to include me though. so whatever I cant fix that. I cant come to you with any problems. You don't treat me well. I consider you my enemy. Still. I just cant deal with such a lying, hypocritical, selfish, bad friend anymore. I don't need to keep you around. I'm done with you Sock. I'll be blocking you now. So I won't see your little paragraph, luckily. I'll be moving on to better things. Its not like you even tried to get your mom to come on so you could fly here. I know you didn't care enough. Goodbye, Sock. You have no idea how much hell and stress you put me through. Of course you probably don't care and just complain about me to other people but I don't really care. I'm officially and finally done with you, Sock.
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