Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and bro won’t wake up.” Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there’s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they’ve said to you. That boy that used to have fight with he can’t help but hate himself for never telling you how smart and helpful you really are. Your ex girlfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. she can’t handle it. She breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They’re sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She’s in shock. She can’t believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can’t cry, she can’t feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It’s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that boy with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone’s crying, your little brother still doesn’t know you killed yourself, he’s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big brother, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn’t stop for days. It’s two years later. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. Your ex girlfriend doesn’t know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with boys. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn’t succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don’t just effect you. They effect everyone. Don’t end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can’t get better if you give up. I’m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we’ve NEVER talked before, I’m here for you. Copy and paste this as your status to show people there are people out there that care.let's see who actually read all of it.
For anyone that feels this way
It actually makes me super sad that we, as the whole planet's population, cannot get to live in peace and just accept each other. I don't like war and fights in general, so I just get depressed when such things happen.
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Please help me out. I know that I had another version posted but that was for a laptop. This? This is important this time. My mom is planning to go ahead and take away everything I have, and all my electronics, as well as art supplies and such.
I'm not going to believe it because if you're in the U.S and you tell the authorities and if the abuse is real the government would give you money to live on your own. If the he/she is not telling the truth he/she is lower than trash because I've been through abuse(and I've known people who have been through abuse) and I take this crap seriously. I'm going to tell you this now I highly doubt this person is telling the truth because 1) He/she should go through the authorities instead of trying to get money to live with his/her lover(which is suspicious itself) 2) This sounds really fake and it sounds like she/he never met this "lover" in real life or hasn't seen him in a long time. 3) The mother is emotionally abusive which yes while it hurts, he/she could have contacted the authorities and got the abuse resolved. If he/she is telling the truth which I highly doubt to be honest then I hope things get better for him/her.
After doing some research on her I'm starting to doubt this even more. 1) She deleted all of her friends on Facebook(which is suspicious because she deleted someone I believe cared about her very much(Miquel Acevedo) who I'm pretty sure is her grandfather. 2) She has many family members living where she does and they don't seem violent at all and I'm pretty sure if the mother was as emotionally abusive as she says she is then I'm pretty sure Cutila could have turned to one of them. 3) Judging by how some of her family members(and friends) are liking her posts they had her as a friend before and for her to suddenly delete them rings off alarm bells. I believe she's overreacting of the emotional abuse and is using it to get money.
FUN IS DADDY <3 , would just like to give my experience & w/e on the situation.
I'm a 21 year old gal who was emotionally abused by my mother for years. Did I love my mom still? Yup, until her last breath. I also forgave her because I knew things were rough on her after my father died. Something I didn't know, or even think to consider, at the time since I was only 13-16 years old. But instead, something I grew to get a better understanding of.
I've had several conversations with the "authorities" about how my mom had been mentally abusive and guess what came from it? Nothing. The authorities do not care about a child unless there are physical signs of abuse. They see most / all of the emotional / mental abuse as discipline, when sometimes it is, but sometimes it's just not.
As for the lover part, it does sound a bit iffy since people do have to be careful with who they plan to meet online. However, if it's someone they know will keep them safe, it's not that far fetched.
For their facebook, there are privacy settings where people who you aren't friends with cannot see your friends list or all of your posts. So, it's very possible they have friends that we just cannot see. You'd have to try to friend them yourself to find out.
Turning to family members is also rough when someone is being emotionally abused. In my experience it has worked out about the same as the authorities whenever I sought help from family. As a minor in the United States, it's hard to get someone to actually believe you.
As for using people to get money, that could be what they're doing, but it also could be their last shot at trying to get out of a bad situation. We won't be able to know one way or another with 100% certainty. The way I see it is, if they're using people to get money, that's something that they will have to live with. The guilt of lying to people for profit. If they're not then they will be thankful for the people that choose to purchase their art. I personally wouldn't purchase anything but that's just me
I would agree if it weren't that Facebook tells you to friend them if you want to see everything(and this had none of that). I never said it wasn't possible that she is being emotionally abused but after doing research on her I ended up with more doubts than anything.
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