Dude, I know what you feel like. I went through it to, and I'm still going through it. Try talking to your parents about it, or a school counselor. I talked to my counselor after a death and she helped me through. It might sound silly, but believe me, it helps. Try talking to your friends. My friends help me every time I'm in depression. There literally my therapists. It will get better. Believe me. Try to get those suicidale thoughts out of your head. It's horrible, those thoughts. Iv had them too. You WILL get through this, I know you will. I'm open if you need to talk to someone.
Good luck,
Be happy.
-Shurikan- (Hanno)
Hah, that's nothing.. I can't sleep at all because of obsession with stuff like being on the computer.. and of course ponies..
And when my brain is tired it becomes random..
Like so random that I think random things for the sake of randomness.. and on top of that I'm so bored that i decide to relay all my thoughts in text format for everyone to read so they can know how crazy my brain is right now.. because it's bored..
A house just burnt down near mine. I saw the whole thing...smoke and flames over my house, I was so scared...I'm traumatized, it just...god. I was right there watching it....my cousins barely made it out too, I'm just...Everyone's okay, but...I could use a little support..
The front of the house was completely burnt before the FDNY got here, I was one of the few people who got here early and as far as I know nobody was in there at the time of the incident.
You know it was a boring day when you had to do lame research for 6 hours and didn't even have any pizza.. and you have to sit down in the same spot for ages and do stuff, and can't leave until 3:15pm..
