Nightshade ツ

Shared publicly - May 9, 19

Them 50,000 views have been reached, not that it matters, but I have been satisfied.
Thank you all for being by my side when i needed it the most <3
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June 2020
Nightshade ツ

Shared publicly - Jun 5, 20

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Usually, one's worst enemy is themself: after all, you're stuck with that moron for your entire life!
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Nightshade ツ

Shared publicly - Jun 4, 20

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced

Listen here

Is it a possibility?
That we're all just equal,
Slam the power down
Abusing
Does it piss you off to be beat at your own game
You lead us with false morals and shelter reality
No more, we're not buying your product when
You're selling
The words preaching silence

Insult me in my home,
When you were never invited,
To live life on your curve
Frustrating,
Throw sticks into the spokes,
To relieve insecurities,
Stifle all ascension and sticker our freedom of speech

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced

Don't tell me what I want
Don't tell me what I need
Don't tell me how I need to feel
I feel, goddamn nothing
Dig the eyes out of my face and I can still see right
Fuckin' through you,
Fuck you and everything you are,
I'm me, we're us and that's all
Closed mind with a forum to criticize,
Keep your policy and I've got mine
Exploit me, fabricate your lies
We empower these cowards just to be left in
Silence

Listen here

Stand on my soapbox,
And speak my own peace,
Whatever you may think,
It's real,
Prevail through what is me,
And step on your beliefs
Thieving spineless sellouts, robbing our integrity

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm
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Nightshade ツ

Shared publicly - Jun 3, 20

I woke up as I waited
Bleeding slow
There was no way to
Make all this blow over so
I started writing the ending
I said too much
And you just kept on pretending
For both of us

I could never speak anyway
What you wanted to hear
I couldn't convey
We were just sinking too fast to save
The two of us
Whispering hope away

All the days that I've counted
You'll never know
All that I promised, you doubted
I told you so
Forget the words that were spoken
And thoughts erased
Let's burn the path that was chosen
Without a trace

I could never speak anyway
What you wanted to hear
I couldn't convey
We were just sinking too fast to save
The two of us
Whispering hope away

I could never speak anyway
What you wanted to hear
I couldn't convey
We were just sinking too fast to save
The two of us
Whispering hope away
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Nightshade ツ

Shared publicly - Jun 1, 20

Racism is bad. Simple as that
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May 2020
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Shared publicly - May 23, 20

My mother has tested positive for COVID-19 and unfortunately I might've been exposed and might be positive for the virus. I feel no symptoms at the moment, but I'm quarantining myself to protect others. Please stay safe. It's not pretty at all...
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Well, damn. Best of luck to the both of you!
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Best of luck
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Nightshade ツ

Shared publicly - May 22, 20

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Nightshade ツ

Shared publicly - May 18, 20

If you logged on now since a year ago, then hi. Quarantine has brought you memories and memes from here.
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You HAD to remind me!
...
...Fortunately, I'm also quickly reminded of how badly I was used, so I guess it all balances out.
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rip lol
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Shared publicly - May 13, 20

There is no escape
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"...The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger
Watch it grin...!"
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April 2020
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Shared publicly - Apr 13, 20

Repeating in my head
Betrayal
Repeating in my head
Insecurities
Repeating in my head
Dividends

It's not your fault
The well of thought and trust has run dry
Don't be afraid to let go
Don't be afraid to start over when it's over

Let go (x4)

Let go of feelings
Let go of compromise
Hollow trunk for shelter
So dark and cold inside
I always seem to find myself alone
Jaded shell of being
Porous as a stone

Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you

Let go of trusting
Lost thought for family
Let go of living
No more concerns of demise
I never seem to find rhythm for life's harmony

Contorted
Twisted broken
Without a reason

Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you

It's all me
All you are
Without me
There's nothing else
There's no one

Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one

Hope is out of season
Lost sight
No hint of light
Get busy living or get busy dying

Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you

It's all me
All you are
Without me
There's nothing else
There's no one

Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one

Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it

You owe me all that you are
Without me
You're nothing
You're no one

Terrified
Petrified

Nothing
You're no one
Do you care because I don't
Nothing
You're no one
Nobody cares so just go

Nothing
You're no one
By yourself all alone

It's all me
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one

Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one

Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it
You owe me all that you are
Without me
You're nothing
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Nightshade ツ

Shared publicly - Apr 10, 20

henlo

So. What a month it has been. Our lives are at a standstill. A lot has happened over this past month and I really don't want to go into much detail, aside from the fact that I'm still recovering from a recent break up. It's been rough, but what else could I do. Then this pandemic came and it all went to shit.

This virus has really hit us so badly and tbh mitigation is helping it flatten the curve. But I still fear that the worst has yet to happen.

So the DC region is expected to become the next hotspot from the virus as cases rise above 10,000. If I'm being completely honest, all of these stay at home orders are effective, but I believe more has to be done if this gets much worse.

While my family and I still work, since we're declared essential employees, I'm grateful that my family and I still have some sort of income during this time and I hope you guys are as well. So far, nobody I know has contracted the virus and I pray the same for all of you. It's a risk going out and I'm thankful I haven't gotten it yet...

...that I know of...

Keep yourselves healthy and stay home if you can.

Stay safe everyone. We'll get through this.

Talk to me
Tell me stories, help me sleep
In your arms
I hide like a bird in its nest

See me grow
Hold my hand
Don't let me go
You're the one
I'm the earth and you're my sun
You fixed my wounds
Love in my heart instantly bloomed
Here is your crown
A gift from me for all you've done

Who would tell in love we'd flow
We overcame so much on the go
You hold me tight - together we fly
To where it's bright- together we shine
See me grow
Hold my hand
Don't let me go
You're the one
I'm the earth and you're my sun
You fixed my wounds
Love in my heart instantly bloomed
Here is your crown
Gift from me for all you've done

Talk to me
See me grow
Hold my hand
Don't let me go
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Yeah, we haven't seen anything much yet. See, this stuff hasn't quite gotten to the "overload all services" point yet. And while isolation helps prevent spread, there's also the huuuge economic impact to consider. The 2nd and 3rd-order effects of this pandemic could well kill far more people than the virus itself. And all because a bunch of Communists wanted to pretend that everything was fine.
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March 2020
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Shared publicly - Mar 11, 20

-Lost someone
-Car broke down
-Financial wellbeing has been destroyed
-Coronavirus cases are very close to me
-College is failing me

Holy FUCK I love 2020
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This virus has ruined my life plans for the next few months and a lot of prepararon I've done In recent months. Fuck my shit. And yours. Sry.
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Same here. YEARS of financial planning, out the window. At least I have enough (hopefully) to get through this mess...
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February 2020
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Shared publicly - Feb 6, 20

I think I'm beginning to reach my lowest point
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You're not dead. Trust me, you're not at your lowest point yet.
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why's that? :(
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Nightshade ツ

Shared publicly - Feb 6, 20

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Makes a decent bit of sense, in terms of species survivability, as reproducing females are the limiting factor of almost any sexually reproducing species.
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Shared publicly - Feb 4, 20

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