Them 50,000 views have been reached, not that it matters, but I have been satisfied.
Thank you all for being by my side when i needed it the most <3
Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced
Listen here
Is it a possibility?
That we're all just equal,
Slam the power down
Abusing
Does it piss you off to be beat at your own game
You lead us with false morals and shelter reality
No more, we're not buying your product when
You're selling
The words preaching silence
Insult me in my home,
When you were never invited,
To live life on your curve
Frustrating,
Throw sticks into the spokes,
To relieve insecurities,
Stifle all ascension and sticker our freedom of speech
Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced
Don't tell me what I want
Don't tell me what I need
Don't tell me how I need to feel
I feel, goddamn nothing
Dig the eyes out of my face and I can still see right
Fuckin' through you,
Fuck you and everything you are,
I'm me, we're us and that's all
Closed mind with a forum to criticize,
Keep your policy and I've got mine
Exploit me, fabricate your lies
We empower these cowards just to be left in
Silence
Listen here
Stand on my soapbox,
And speak my own peace,
Whatever you may think,
It's real,
Prevail through what is me,
And step on your beliefs
Thieving spineless sellouts, robbing our integrity
Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm
I woke up as I waited
Bleeding slow
There was no way to
Make all this blow over so
I started writing the ending
I said too much
And you just kept on pretending
For both of us
I could never speak anyway
What you wanted to hear
I couldn't convey
We were just sinking too fast to save
The two of us
Whispering hope away
All the days that I've counted
You'll never know
All that I promised, you doubted
I told you so
Forget the words that were spoken
And thoughts erased
Let's burn the path that was chosen
Without a trace
I could never speak anyway
What you wanted to hear
I couldn't convey
We were just sinking too fast to save
The two of us
Whispering hope away
I could never speak anyway
What you wanted to hear
I couldn't convey
We were just sinking too fast to save
The two of us
Whispering hope away
Racism is bad. Simple as that
My mother has tested positive for COVID-19 and unfortunately I might've been exposed and might be positive for the virus. I feel no symptoms at the moment, but I'm quarantining myself to protect others. Please stay safe. It's not pretty at all...
If you logged on now since a year ago, then hi. Quarantine has brought you memories and memes from here.
Repeating in my head
Betrayal
Repeating in my head
Insecurities
Repeating in my head
Dividends
It's not your fault
The well of thought and trust has run dry
Don't be afraid to let go
Don't be afraid to start over when it's over
Let go (x4)
Let go of feelings
Let go of compromise
Hollow trunk for shelter
So dark and cold inside
I always seem to find myself alone
Jaded shell of being
Porous as a stone
Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you
Let go of trusting
Lost thought for family
Let go of living
No more concerns of demise
I never seem to find rhythm for life's harmony
Contorted
Twisted broken
Without a reason
Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you
It's all me
All you are
Without me
There's nothing else
There's no one
Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Hope is out of season
Lost sight
No hint of light
Get busy living or get busy dying
Calloused
Rigid
Empty
Because of you
It's all me
All you are
Without me
There's nothing else
There's no one
Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it
You owe me all that you are
Without me
You're nothing
You're no one
Terrified
Petrified
Nothing
You're no one
Do you care because I don't
Nothing
You're no one
Nobody cares so just go
Nothing
You're no one
By yourself all alone
It's all me
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Brainwash
All you are
Without me
You're by yourself
There's no one
Save me
This loss
Closure my
Answer
So grant it
You owe me all that you are
Without me
You're nothing
henlo
So. What a month it has been. Our lives are at a standstill. A lot has happened over this past month and I really don't want to go into much detail, aside from the fact that I'm still recovering from a recent break up. It's been rough, but what else could I do. Then this pandemic came and it all went to shit.
This virus has really hit us so badly and tbh mitigation is helping it flatten the curve. But I still fear that the worst has yet to happen.
So the DC region is expected to become the next hotspot from the virus as cases rise above 10,000. If I'm being completely honest, all of these stay at home orders are effective, but I believe more has to be done if this gets much worse.
While my family and I still work, since we're declared essential employees, I'm grateful that my family and I still have some sort of income during this time and I hope you guys are as well. So far, nobody I know has contracted the virus and I pray the same for all of you. It's a risk going out and I'm thankful I haven't gotten it yet...
...that I know of...
Keep yourselves healthy and stay home if you can.
Stay safe everyone. We'll get through this.
Talk to me
Tell me stories, help me sleep
In your arms
I hide like a bird in its nest
See me grow
Hold my hand
Don't let me go
You're the one
I'm the earth and you're my sun
You fixed my wounds
Love in my heart instantly bloomed
Here is your crown
A gift from me for all you've done
Who would tell in love we'd flow
We overcame so much on the go
You hold me tight - together we fly
To where it's bright- together we shine
See me grow
Hold my hand
Don't let me go
You're the one
I'm the earth and you're my sun
You fixed my wounds
Love in my heart instantly bloomed
Here is your crown
Gift from me for all you've done
Talk to me
See me grow
Hold my hand
Don't let me go
-Lost someone
-Car broke down
-Financial wellbeing has been destroyed
-Coronavirus cases are very close to me
-College is failing me
Holy FUCK I love 2020
I think I'm beginning to reach my lowest point